from black to white to black..

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I'VE MOVED.

http://lilgreenthings.livejournal.com/

DO ADD ME THERE.

GOODBYE MY BLOGGERS. AND VISIT ME AT MY LJ :)

LOVELOVE.HUGHUG.KISSKISS.

SHEENA.

2006-10-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

Oh yea, I know my blog looks super crappy now. But you know what? It has always been this crappy. So you people should have gotten used to it by now la.

Goodness. I'm tired... and btw, sheeballs is BACK ON TRACK BABY!

It's a holiday tomorrow. BUT I AM BUSY like a BEE. *buzzbuzzbuzz*

Alright. I'm off to watch Ty-Ty Baby now. ANTM (:

Muah muah.

2006-10-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

I was having Lab this afternoon when the class burst out laughing... because of something my lecturer said.

So we were learning about suctioning. How to operate the little machine and how to go about doing it. We came to this part whereby we have to tell the patients what we're going to do. And so, my lecturer said: "Just tell the patients - Sir (because the manniquin is a guy), I'm going to SUCK you."

Yes, that was what she said exactly. Word for word. Sounds damn sick I tell you.

Hmm, okay less SUCKING and more on school.

School has been going on pretty well thus far. Already am busy doing projects. Got my assignments on Monday - which is the first day of semester 2. Damn fast I tell you. And my exams are coming up really soon. In like 5 weeks time. That means less outings. More staying home to study. Gosh, what a rushed semester. AND not forgetting projects! Goodness. This semester is gonna be a hectic one compared to the previous. I can already feel the stress building up in me, so much that I can "die" right this moment.

Okay, other than all that hectic schedules I have planned out by the school plus my projects to complete, I'm doing fine in school. And I am very happy because at least I get something to do. Unlike the recent holidays which ended last week, I was bored to death and had nothing to do. So I stayed home almost everyday.

Something else about school, is the upcoming festive holidays. One on Saturday - Deepavali (meaning school will be closed = no tennis) and coming Tuesday - Hari Raya (meaning no school = more sleep).

So, enjoy your holidays and study hard (for those who need to)!

Got to get up at 6am tomorrow! I'm gonna do my project and sleep soon after!

Goodnight to all in advance. Muah muah.

2006-10-08T20:13:00.000+08:00

Been rather lazy so stopped blogging for a bit. And I've got nothing much to blog about, seriously. Life can be SOOOO boring yet you can blog about something SO interesting. But no, not for me. Nothing interesting to blog about recently until today.

It's not exactly interesting but well, it's the only thing I can blog about for now.

Yesterday was great. Starting of the day was pretty good for me personally until tennis began. Starting was VERY rough. But it got better gradually. Won a few games here and there.

After that jen eileen xy and I went to have some drinks at macs. Talked. A LOT. Left together and I had to go meet THE REST at tamp.

It was my bestfriend's 18th birthday and she was not very happy initially. Until we got to Cat's place for a huge surprise FOR Zhian.

First surprise was Chocolate fondue all prepared by Lynn Cat and I. It was lovely but TOO MUCH FOOD. Still good though. Emily had to stall for time with Zhian while we were preparing the foodstuff.

After fondue, we sat down to watch some VCDs. Well, only one show but many discs. Korean drama Full House. Have yet to borrow the CDs from Cat. Anywa, nice show.

Stopped at a certain time and went down to play fire sparklers and light sticks. Super fun. Especially the part where Cat and Lynn had made up some light stick costume for dearest Zhian to wear and parade round the neighbourhood. Very cute tribal princess. Will get some photos up soon, hopefully.

Went back to cat's place and got ready for the Second surprise (: Camping style in the room. With a HUGE tent. Zhian was estatic la. The look on her face tells it all. Took lovely pictures. Cute ones, funny ones, pretty ones, advertising ones as well ha ha. Then we all went out to the living room to watch Stuck on you followed by Full House - again because I wanted to watch (:(:

Had a COLD SHOWER at 1am then went to play monopoly in the COLD tent. After Zhian got super rich and Cat got super tired, we all decided to go sleep. I was tired and needed A LOT OF SLEEP. I was awake for almost 24hours. 21hours exactly. So, sleep was in demand. All of us slept soundly.

At bout 6, emily got up and went home. I went back to sleep and got up at 8 to wash up and go to Church. Had to change my jeans in the car. But it wasn't much of a problem as I have been changing in the car for ages. Okay, that's one of my dirty little secrets. Although it isn't really a secret anymore.

Hmm, the little surprise party was good. In fact, it was GREATER THAN GREAT.

So here's to Zhian...

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to ZHIANNNNNNNN. Happy Birthday to YOUUUUUUU.

Hope you enjoyed your birthday party as much as I did yesterday :)

LOVE YOU LOTS. And the other three girls as well.

2006-09-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

I am..
a girl.

I can be..
super emooo.

I like..
travelling.

I cannot..
skateboard.

I go out..
very seldom these days. Home seems to be a lovely place afterall.

People like me..
because they just do like me. HA HA.

If I could, I would..
talk to that patient's son, that HO and MO. Maybe the police officer as well.

Nothing can..
stop me from sleeping HA HA.

I hate..
ROACHES.

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1. Ever been given an engagement ring?
no no no.

2. Last gift you received?
Earrings.

3. Ever dropped a cell phone?
Many times.

4. Last time you screamed?
Been quite a while I suppose. Cos I cannot remember.

5. Things you spend alot of money on?
FOOD.

6. Last food you ate?
Cowhead biscuits. My favourite!

7. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
This is difficult. I go for the whole package. Maybe including JOB. ha ha.

8. One favourite song?
Throw it away- TOBY RAND!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3

9. Favourite mall store?
The better toy store in Taka. Love that place.

10. Do you prank call people?
I don't think I did. But i know who did.

11.First person you'd call if you win the lottery?
MOMMY. Cause I know she's tell Daddy. If not my brothers la. ha ha.

12. Biggest lie you've heard?
I DUNNOOOO.

13. Can you cook?
OBVIOUSLY CAN LA.

14. Best kisser?
Sorry, I haven't kissed inside someones mouth yet.

15. Last time you cried?
Oh this I know.. like last week. Real bad.

16. Most disliked food?
Yam. But KFC's taro thing not bad ahhh..

17. Thing you like most about yourself.
My bones?!?! maybe my tan. ha ha. Ok, my character la.

18. Thing you dislike most about yourself.
my height. my nose is in the second place.

19. ?
!

20. One thing you never leave the house without.
CLOTHES. ha ha.

21. Favourite place?
home.

22. Do you smoke?
no no.

23. Who sleeps with you every night?
my 3pillows and 2blankets and 1duvet and 1bolster!

24. Do LD/Relationships work?
Depends.

25. Pick a lyric, any at all.
you make me FLYYYYYY...

26. Can you swim?
Yes yes.

27. Tell us a random fact about yourself.
I am random.

28. Favourite season?
Love all seasons.

29. Name of your pet?
N/A.

30. If you could go anywhere in the world, where
would you go?
Maldives!

31. Favourite emotion?
:)

32. Anyone you hate?
Me not liking people is not equivalent to me hating them. So no, I don't hate anyone.

33. Do you believe in true love?
Suppose so.

34. What are you thinking of?
Sudoku. ha ha.

35. Name what you dislike in others.
Don't like them lying.

36. Name two quotes you believe in.
Every end is a new beginning.
Suffer now, enjoy later.

2006-09-25T10:47:00.000+08:00

Doctor *ahem* was in my dream last night.

>But anyway, just an eye candy. And this eye candy is now mind candy. Okay, back to reality and I shall stop thinking about the male species until Christmas (or when I spot a new one -ha ha).

Class gathering was fun. I learnt 2 new songs, slept for 2 hours and didn't go for tennis the next day. Go to zhian's blog for pictures.

2006-09-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

"Call me on the line
Call me call me any anytime
Call me my love you can call me any day or night
Call me"

2006-09-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

Ahh, forgot something else. There's this particular patient.. oh my goodness. His son is... -i like-. Ha ha ha. HE IS CHINESE okayyy....! I didn't get to see him todayyy. And I don't think I'd get to see him on Monday either cos his dad might be discharged tomorrow or Sunday..

So far, I've seen one good looking chinese boy(the one mentioned above). I saw one good looking houseman(have yet to find out his name). One not too bad looking doctor. Another okay looking doctor. One more good looking eurasian boy whom I've met before in tp. One funny doctor whose ringtone is the harry potters theme song- another houseman NOT good looking but goofy looking (to me la). Ha ha. A few more doctors and housemen.

Yar okay done.

2006-09-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ooh, I saw one rather good looking YOUNG doctor this morning. Young because he is a houseman. Like interns. Ha ha. But who cares, young and good looking can already. But must be available as well la. Which I don't think he is because most good looking guys are either attached, married or gay. Okay, quite sad thinking about it so let's just not go there. Haven't seen a good looking male nurse though. HAHA.

Tennis tomorrow MORNING at 8. Gosh... That means i've got to get up at like SIX! But for tennis, I will. HA HA.

Okayyy, nothing much to say other than I have been having weird dreams and Goodnight! :)

2006-09-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

Msn is down. Unfortunately. I have been trying to find out what the hell was wrong with my internet connection for the pass half hour. Then realised that it is not the connection problem it is MSN's problem. Bloody waste of time finding out la. And I even attempted to download MSN 7.5 but cannot cos apparently, I'm using a newer version and thus am not able to download the older version. Stupid msn. Grrrr....

First day of hospital attachment. OH MY GOSH, I thought I'd be sent to just a normal medical ward. But NO. Got sent to a specialised ward; Cardiac. Might be quite stressful afterall. But today being the first day, there wasn't much to do. Just had to familiarise myself with the place and talked to patients. Helped them a little here and there. Tomorrow will be a better day being on afternoon shift. Hopefully I'd get things to do so I won't feel bored!

Ah, yes, I think I might have Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS). After eating, I'd want to go clear my bowels. Not like instantly but well, after half an hour or so. I've got sensitive bowels I suppose. Ha ha.

I'm going to youtube now. bye.

2006-09-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

Call it bad fate or bad luck. It is still bad.

I thought I could have seen him for one last time on my last day of the polyclinic attachment. But no. He had to go for NS tomorrow that is why he didn't turn up for work today. His last day of work was yesterday. No, he is NOT a nurse. Anyway, too bad la Sheena.

And yes, I said today's my last day of polyclinic attachment. Follwing week, on Monday it'd be in the hospital. Which is much crazier. I'm gonna get super stressful when I'm there. Just thinking about the case studies I have to do already gives me a headache. Grrr.

I am so tired. It is the official start of the weekends tomorrow and I cannot sleep late into noon because I've got tennis in the morning. I'd rather go for tennis than stay home sleeping cos I can always sleep after I get home from training! (: Then I'd be able to sleep through the night and morning then wake up after (hopefully) 10 hours of uninterrupted sleep and go for mass.

Ah, I'm going off now. Nighty night night.

2006-09-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

Heh heh. I am using MY computer again! At last man. I've waited before my exams started till now. It has been say bout... a month. Maybe more than a month. It's crazy without my computer. I would have died if my brother didn't let me use his comp.

Sadly, big brother got to transfer everything from the old hard disk to the current one. So there are no programs in my computer just yet expect internet, windows messenger and the picture thing. Hopefully by tomorrow I'd get back all my crap in here.

2nd last day of attachment. Was good. The boy is nineteen this year. Heard he's going for his ns soon. Ha ha. No I did not talk to him. I will not ever talk to him. Not unless he starts talking to me first which I doubt so and tomorrow is my last day to ever get to see him.

Anyway, after that, went to Cat's place hung around a bit with Sharon jie. Collected some stuff. Went out to expo with the both of them. Sharon jie treat :) so nice right?!?! That's why I want an elder sister as well!!! grrr, too bad for me la got brother. Must psycho him to get stuff for me. Ha ha. Ah, met Marc and his friends.

Came home after and had dinner. Drank soup mommy made. Yummy yummy yummy I've got love in my tummy! :)

Okay, this entry sounds very nursery-ish. But whatever la.

When I get out of this nursery-ish mood then I might blog again few minutes later or before I go to bed with something interesting in mind. Goody bye bye for now now.

2006-09-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

I love Toby Rand. I hope he wins. Actually, last 5 rockstars are really good but I'm just being biased here and my vote goes to Toby :) If he wins (I want! him to win), I am going to get a ticket and go see the concert. Hee eee eee.

Ah yes, Singapore Idol. Okay, it is getting much better now I must say.

Jasmine.. that song by jewel. It was amazing. She did good.
Jonathan. He sang my favourite song! Chasing cars by snow patrol :) Yea, he did good as well.
Hady, he was awesome. Ha ha. Song by Journey was good.
Paul is getting better than before as well. At least he doesn't mumble he way through the song.

All of them did good. So who's going and who's staying? We'll see that tomorrow. And rockstar as well, I can only watch the 8pm repeat la. So irritating because of attachment. Grrr. But attachment is great so far. Loads of interesting things to see and learn.

And! there's this new system thing la, some self registration thing. So they hired this temporary staff who goes around helping the public with the new machine. These group of people hangs around the reg counter. They are all boys, haven't seen a girl yet. Yes, my point is there's this boy/guy who is good looking. Cute in a boyish way.. not scrawny. I will go check him out again. HA HA HA. But everytime I walk past, he's speaking chinese. I haven't heard him speaking in english la. Told mommy and she just gave me that "slight smile, and shook her head slightly" then said why speak chinese then cannot ah? hmm.

Right. I guess I'd be going off to read then sleep. Hope it'd be a great day tomorrow and I'd get to watch my rockstar supernova; Toby Rand. Muah muah to him man. Then Singapore Idol. At the same time. woo.

Night ya'll.

2006-09-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

Teachers' Day. (I know it's over... but I'm not as free as you think I am. So, I'm the last one among the 4 to blog.)

It was a rainy morning. I could have continued sleeping but no! I woke up and went for a hot shower. Was supposed to go meet zhian at simpang after that but since it was raining heavily, we called the whole simpang thing off and went tampines for macdonald's breakfast instead. Lynn came along and was there before me! So yes, this time, I was late. Finished breakfast, got lunch for cat and went to wait for her.

Soon after, we left for TEMASEK SECONDARY. The bus stop was packed with so many people, mainly 5Us. Ha ha ha. Oh, I miss them man. Especially the girls hee hee. Sadly, not all 5Us went. Some still had their exams on. But it doesn't matter because we can still meet up and have another chalet! Hopefully! Ha ha! Took pictures. The camera is with cat so I'd upload it when I get it back from her. And I think she brought it with her to climb mt ophir! That means my camera gets to climb mt ophir as well!! Hur hur.

Anyway, I had fun fun that very day. Met all my beloved teachers namely mdm Sharifah, Ma lao shi (she's so nice to me even though she knows I don't fancy the language), ms Lim, mr oh, so on and so forth. Mr chooi wasn't there! He went off to ACS cos I think 5U moved on and he too anted to move on. Hah! He's a great teacher man!

Hmm.. that was the end of the visit. That was then followed by an outing for the 4 of us. Check out zhian's or lynn's or cat's blog for details. I think they do have them.

Okay, enough of history. I'm so tired. I need to go to the library tomorrow. I've got books to look for man.

Alright, fingers need a break now. My name is Earl just ended and it was so funny, I like. Mext up is yaya sisterhood thing. I'm gonna watch tv now. Goodbye.

2006-09-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

2006-08-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

I reek of sunblock. The banana boat one. The one which says 'fragrance-free'. YAR RIGHT. I wouldn't be smelling of sunblock if what stated was true.

Ahh, next song I'm gonna learn is 'smells like teen spirit' by Nirvana. I've just started strumming the first part and it is considerably easy la. The other parts haven't learn yet :p I need new songs la! Someone please tell me what song to learn... oh, it's on a guitar so choose songs for the guitar and not the organ. tyvm.

Hmm, was watching rockstar supernova again. And damn it, I love love love love love LOVE Toby. HA HA HA! Seriously man, my favourite la. He is damn HOT. He can SING bloody well. He got nice BOD. Hee hee. I love seeing him perform. But you know the rest of the group their really good as well. Down to 6. And tomorrow morning, one's gonna get cut off. So it'd be 5 left. I think Storm, unfortunately, is going off. She was good but compared to the rest... but she's hot ah. Okay enough about supernova.

What I was gonna talk about yesterday.. girls from my ex-school(sadly). Oh yes. I was just viewing my friendster just last night and you how friendster is right... they link you to so many people, like your second degree friends. And I came upon one. I think she's a sec 3 girl who's rather decent looking. Viewed her photos. WOW. I tell you her make up is like SUPER THICK. Make up THAT thick will block your pores and your face will die. Gosh. Sorry, maybe it's just me. But I'm just NOT used to seeing girls who are like FIFTEEN having such heavy make up on. They look FAKE. I reckon they should go for make up classes. At least they'd learn how to put on make up properly.

...

"I've got black eyeliner that makes me look like a panda! I AM THEREFORE A GOTHIC ROCKSTAR!!"

Wow, congrats to you then. You worked really hard. You've graduated from noob goth kid to rockstar quality. You'd be awarded the 'gothic poseur' of the year medal.

Okay, I'm feeling bored so I just made that up. Isn't it cute. HA HA HA.

Tomorrow is Teachers' Day Celebration back in the old school. Which means I'd get to see my teachers and friends. I don't have like a rushing urge to go back but I still want to. Just not as enthusiastic as how I imagined I should be. But all's fine and... good.

There's nothing much to talk about. It's the holidays and nothing much has been happening really. Other than me staying home glued to the tv. My computer is still in a coma. A bad one I suppose cos it has been like over a month now. And I'm using daddy's laptop. I miss my computer! My itunes, the programs, everything man. Goodness.

Ooky I'm just gonna go off now. Time for some strumming. Bye.

2006-08-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

Farhana, Toby hotter la. He took off his shirt man. And I went "wow, nice body man... I like." to myself la! ha ha ha. And he has this weird tattoo 'EVS' which means whatever. Like okay... whatever, whatever. Still cute la.

I HAVEN'T MET ANY EURASIANS IN SCHOOL YET. There are red heads. Not exactly red but blonde/brown. BUT NO EURASIANS?!?! Damn loser know. -growls- There should be some eurasian club thing where all eurasians MUST join. ARGH.

Damn tired la. Why can't they invent something that requires only speaking. So you know, like voice activated blog. Then no need to type. So tiring. Forget it. I'll talk about this something else that I want to talk about when I feel like talking about it and then I will talk about it. HAH! Okay, will blog about it some other time.

This is stupid, I know. I'm going to bed now.

2006-08-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

OH! one last thing, go watch lucky number slevin as well. good film. you need to watch carefully. and try not to get confused. you'd get everything at the end... just go watch. josh hartnett is woah. so is lucy liu.

2006-08-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

I've been having pretty interesting dreams recently. Dreams that I want to come true in reality but sadly, they never do. Not even close.

I have been sleeping late into the day. Not late late but still late. I'd get up at like 12noon. Ha ha. What to do? Holidays what, no school and nowhere to go so stay home and slack la. It's actually good staying home. No need to spend money, no need to think of what to wear, no need to think of what to do, can just sit in front of the tv and eat GREEN TEA ice-cream or macadamia brittle. Both equally sinful. But who cares, I love ice cream and even if it makes me fat, it's ok. I got really sick on Monday and couldn't eat for 3 days. So, ice cream could do me some good for now. Fatten me up a little.

Now I wanna go out. But it's Sunday which means everywhere is crowded except for home.

Oh well, this is getting boring. I'm off. Bubbye.

(and go watch lovewrecked. it's so cute...)

2006-08-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

My exams are coming to an end! Tomorrow is my last paper. Finally. Then it'd be holidays. And the start of my attachment. Ha ha ha.

Am skipping tennis today not because I want to or that I'm lazy. Solely because I AM SICK. It sucks when I'm sick. It's nice when you get all the love when you're sick. But the feeling of being sick feels like shit. Oh yea, sick shit. Ha ha.

Ah yes, Teachers' Day. The long awaited day for the 5upperclass people to meet up with the oh-so-adorable teachers. Lynn, I read your blog and yes, you BETTER turn up. You've let me down many times already. And I haven't seen you in like months. Really, you better do come. That day will be a day to TAKE PLENTY OF PICTURES!

Ooh, was watching Rockstar: Supernova just now and damn it. Their seriously good man.. much much better than SI. Just one from rockstar beats all from SI. That's how good they are. And Singapore voters should vote for those WHO CAN SING, not those who can't. And btw, good-looks don't last when you're in a SINGING competition and cannot sing for nuts. So, start voting for one who deserves the vote.

And btw, I LOVE ROCKSTAR :) I mean, who doesn't. -toby toby toby-

I need to go start studying for my last paper now. I must do well, I know. But whether I do well or not is another thing. Ha ha.

"yaw maite, i'll katch erp weith yeu layer"

Bye.

2006-08-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

Been quite some time since I last blogged. (WHERE GOT TIME SIA?!)

Exams started already so I've got to mug really hard. Cos if i fail(touch wood!), I have to retake the module(CHOY!). SO yes, I have been studying. That explains why my blog suddenly became so STALE.

2 papers down, 3 more to go. And the upcoming one is really crazy. Bioscience for goodness sake. I'll need 2 whole days to complete revising the freaking thick book. This module CAN KILL. And I hope it doesn't kill me.

Okay, life is B O R I N G. Other than going to school for exams and coming home to study, there's nowhere else that I go. It is THAT BAD.

Oh my, now I find blogging a hassel.

Okay, that was my "other sister"- the lazy one.

Right, I need to sleep. I need MY sleep. Goodnight. Don't know when I'd blog again. So don't bother checking in on my blog until like 2 weeks later. You might see something new. Ta.

2006-08-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

I wonder why I even bother. Maybe it's like a gossip magazine. Yea, I think it IS a gossip mag. Just that it's NOT about some famous hollyhood starlet. Let alone a Singaporean one. SO YAR. But it still is interesting. You know, people's life. What they are up to. What have they done. The good the bad and basically, BAD.

Hmm, on a brighter note... I think I was sitting beside wang li hom's little brother. Does he even have a brother? Ha ha. But anyway this boy looked a little like wang li hom. So cute I want to pinch his cheeks and squeeze him. He's like.. 15 I think. LOL. I don't know. He dropped the bus ticket on my shoe and then looked at me like as if I'm gonna scold him or something. I THINK IT IS HIS BROTHER! Or not. Whatever it is, he is so cute please. HA HA HA.

OOHKAY. I'm gonna eat i-dunno-whats-it-called that my brother bought then I'm off to watch TEEVEE... Desperate Housewives. It's the last episode of season 2 followed by Grey's Anatomy :)

Love, muah-muah, Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2006-08-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

Just watched The Outsiders. The shows good. You know, telling the story of the greasers and the socials in the past... I think that was in the 60's. Anyway here's a poem extracted from the show. Found it captivating.

Nothing Gold Can Stay

Poem lyrics of Nothing Gold Can Stay by Robert Frost.

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

Ah, anyway I love Ben Affleck a lot. I just want to hug him... HA HA. Okay, bye.

2006-08-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

I want to go to San Francisco and stay there for a week. Don't want to stay there for too long doing nothing but shopping and eating. And the place is quite scary actually. Town area. Weird people around... I want to go to that BIG nice apple store with glass-like stairs. Very pretty. Apple storeeee... Oh and cheesecake factory. I bet it would be nice to sit at the balcony now that it's summer. And then maybe the waiter will come say mali kalikimaka to me again. He thinks I'm Hawaiian. Ho ho ho.

ARGH, I have got a project to finish and I am ashamed to say that I haven't started studying for my exams. And now, I'm feeling bored... I'm gonna finish up that powerpoint thing tomorrow. I cannot start with the powerpoint when I don't know what I'm going to put in there right? So, for starters, I've done some points to add in and then I will elaborate more on those little bits later. I MUST FINISH THE POWERPOINT tomorrow. I WILL DO IT. I need some encouragement so since there ain't anyone to give me any, I will do a self-enouragement.

There's anger management later. I'm so bored... I need something to do other than school-related-stuff. I'm short of cash. I'm broke. I'm left with peanuts to last me till end of this month! Like say TEN FREAKING DOLLARS. Bank has got... a little bit more than peanuts and I'm NOT gonna touch that until next month when I get my allowance again. Gosh, I spent so much in a week. Like keep drawing money 24/7. Most og the money spent went on food. Just food alone. And buying concession pass. That's it. I don't spent money on clothes anymore. Hardly ever.

AHH! Anyway, final decision. Keep atm card at home until end of the month. This also means less money on food which might be a good thing. I can go on a diet since I'm penniless. That gives me a good reason for not eating. Ha ha.

Okay, there's nothing much to blog about already. This entry is getting very very very boring. Just like how I'm feeling right now, BORED.

bbbbyyyyyyyyyyyee.

2006-08-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

I have decided to do this thing as well since lynn cat and zhian already did it. So here goes.

(1) I am : Hardie Sheen Ann.

(2) My ex : is no longer my boyfriend, obviously.

(3) Maybe : I'd be able to get through poly life without much difficulties.

(4) I love : everyone else who love me.

(5) I don't understand : why ain't there peace all around.

(6) I lost : a pink t-shirt last year and I think it's in San Francisco... got no idea man.

(7) My girlfriends/boyfriends are : great bunch of people to hang out with.

(8) People say : the weirdest things? ha ha.

(9) Love is : patient love is kind love is something hard to find.

(10) Somewhere, someone : is muggin hard for the exams... yes, even at this time.

(11) I will always : be a girl.

(12) Forever : I will be a girl.

(13) I never want : to fail in anything I do.

(14) I think the current President : is rich.

(15) When I woke up in the morning : I was thinking of what to do first.

(16) Life is full : ha ha hee hee, not.

(17) My past : not something I want to remember.

(18) I get annoyed : when people aren't listening to me when I'm talking.

(19) Parties are for : every sane being.

(20) I wish : that I was slimmer.

(21) Kisses are the worst : when they aren't sincere.

(22) Today : is a boring day.

(23) Tomorrow : I will finish up my project.

(24) I really want: to go mos again. or zouk. AND to go overseas to get my degree.

(25) I have low tolerance for people : like them. I know who and you don't need to know who.

(26) If I had a million dollars : I'd sleep on my money.

2006-08-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, stopped at packed...

Yes, the place was really crowded already by the time we went back. Deposited our bags and went on to dance. There were a few places we could go to but we just stayed at the dance area. The songs were all dance songs la. Oh, Singaporeans don't really like dance ah, a lot of caucasians there yesterday. Hmm, then this group of boys asked me to go dance with them on the little stages but I smartly rejected. HA HA. It did not end there. Later that night, on the dance floor, this guy/man came over and we exchanged a few lines... conversation went like this.

he: hi my friend would like to know you
me: I'm sorry, I'm too young
he: young? how young?
me: young as in very young...
he: like how old is young?
me: er.. 16. (then I thought, 16 how to get into mos? so I said...) no, actually I'm 18. yar...
he: oh okay..
me: so is that young to you? how old are you?
he: (hand sign says 2 and 9.. I think it was 2 and 9 anyway)
me: oh yea, thats old. I'm sorry. Bye :)

And he kindly left :)

Damn funny. I wanted to laugh when he did his 2 and 9 thing.

Ahhh, got home at 4.30am. Couldn't sleep well, woke up every hour. And finally, got up at 9.30 got ready for school. Came home, slept like a log.

That was pretty much my night out. I'm off to do my project now. Byeee.

2006-08-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

My computer still isn't working because of that stupid 16 pins on the motherboard. Oh, I need the combination of 2 pins to get my computer started. Manual is somewhere is dad's room and brother got no idea where it is. So I have to wait for dadd to come home. The problem? Daddy was supposed to be back yesterday but because of the typhoon in hongkong/shanghai, flight was delayed to today BUT wind did not go off so instead of coming back to Singapore, they went back to San Francisco and will only be back next week.

I'm now using the other brother's computer - the better, faster, nicer one. And I've got to do this last piece of project... just one last one and then I can concentrate on my upcoming exams. Which is the week after next.

So. On Wednesday, I went home straight after tennis. No shower no food nothing. Got home, bathed, changed and out I went to meet my childhood friend. Went to club mo mo for a birthday party. Another childhood friends party. They are both 21 and I'm the youngest for the girl. Actually her sister is the youngest for the girl and my younger brother is the youngest of all. Let's start off wth the night.

My friend and I, we figured out that we were still kinda early - was 10.15pm. So we went to MOS first. Priority queue man, pretty cool. Got a chop, went on in and she did a little tour for me. HA HA. There's this white room - Aged 25 and above. I wonder why they have that at all...Did not go all the way in, just stood at the door and looked inside. Everything was nice and dandy except for that piece of paper which states the age... not glam at all. There weren't many people in the club at that time cos it was still early. So we left for club mo mo too meet the birthday girl. Not very far ah, bout 5 - 8minutes walk. On the way there, I got sandwiches from 7-11 cos I was hungry. Got to mo mo, other girl was already there with her friends. Wrote our names down, got some voucher thingy and went on in. Wasn't crowded yet so we started to drink first. Free flow for ladies - tiger, rum, whisky dry, brandy, vodka. It was pretty good. Drank a lot so I wouldn't need to buy drinks at MOS ha ha ha. OH! I won this lucky draw thing - free membership for 1 year. Yea man.

Left mo mo at 1 and went back to MOS. It was packed already.

OKAY, I'll continue later. Going to grandma's house for dinner. Goodbye for now.

2006-08-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, whatever I said in the previous post is plain crap. Nothing said or seen is true. That's for the first whole paragraph. I know, I was just bored, just kidding around. But HEY! At least I DARE to admit something that isn't true and something that did not happen. Not everyone dares to admit their mistakes or lies. I know of one who lies throughout the entries posted. Maybe not throughout but well, every post I see, there ought to be at least one lie. So, to me, that's bad enough. Not my life anyway so, I should just not bother so much. Because it's getting on my nerves real bad.

Ah, had my clinical retest today. Was pretty good. Or how bout just great. Ha ha. Different examiner took me although the previous one who failed me straight in the face was there. I almost died when I saw her and thought she was going to take me again. And I'm glad she did not.

Oh my, bioscience is so !@#$%^&*. And it's like MAJOR exam this time round. That means it's like 100% for that paper alone. And it's BIOscience. BIO. Not exactly the same stuff students learn in school. Somewhat the same. There's cells, tissues, bones, nerves, blood vessels, bones, muscles, genes, skin and more bones. I've got less than 2 weeks left to study for bio. I haven't included the other modules yet and I haven't checked my exam timetable. Gosh, I've got so much to do. With the need of a computer that works and one which I can use at any time I want. But no, apparently I don't have one that works for me. My computer is still in coma and my brother's computer isn't the ideal one to work with. Very frustrating.

I have to go now. There's school tomorrow - just tennis no lessons. And I MUST mug hard for bio as well as the other modules like sociology. And the lecturer reminds me of miss soh (not in looks or biasness towards the boys) because he digresses a lot which is irritating.

Goodnight says Sheena.

2006-07-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

So, we did it. A guy and a girl. Alone in a room. With a queen sized bed. Oh, it was his sister's room. I know it sounds sick but it was SO much fun. I mean just him and I.

I should not continue any further.

And so, exams are really coming up soon and I haven't started. Especially for bioscience. Goodness, I should really start mugging for science. You know how much I've got to study?! Bones is not too bad. OH MY! Tissues and cell organelles. Can die. Okay, no matter how much I rant on and on about bio, no one knows. There's nothing much to talk about physics (lynn knows this..) because all I need to know is Q=It. Is it? Nevermind, I can go look for my O level physics TYS and the formula sheet Mr Oh gave.

Oh well, I guess I should be going to bed now. It's a Saturday and I've got to go out for a family visit. FOR PROJECT with my group... wow, project on a weekend. And I thought I could stay home and slack and START studying for exams.

Goodnight and goodbye. White wine is love. Just like me :)

2006-07-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

Badminton, Soccer and Tennis all in one day.

Tennis was really good.

Now my arm hurts.

And saw orange boy (XY, you know who right.. ha ha your favourite). And seriously, it was VERY embarrassing... for you actually. HEEHEE.

Oh, Jonathan Leong... my favourite Singapore Idol!

Ahh, okay goodnight. I'm gonna turn in already. Dead beat.

Love. Muah-muah.

2006-07-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Am feeling SO tired today.

Got home and went to art friend. Cat, I'm not that loser afterall huh?! ha ha. I feel like painting after seeing all that paint and I am gonna spoil a pair of shoes soon. Spoil because I suck at art so... the design would suck but the painting skills shouldn't suck as much la. I LOVE THE GREEN. oh my. AH, ok.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day at school although there isn't any lessons. There's tennis and before that I might go for a swim... or not. I'll see how tomorrow morning. Oh, and soccer. After tommorow, I've got to start studying man. Especially for bio. Goodness. There's so much to study for bio I can die. And sociology, I haven't been listening to almost all the lectures ever since after I sat for the paper. There's another exam coming up. MAJOR one and so, I MUST STUDY. Cat, now you can ask me out to study already. I've got a lot of things to study.

"Met him on high street
with his eyes so brightly lit
knew a friend who has his name
asked for it and went insane."

HA HA. Goodnight. That didn't mean anything so no prizes for wild guesses.

Sleeping time.

2006-07-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

BULLSHIT. I'm not going to say what. But if you seriously want to now, call me or msn me when I'm online. Ha ha. Cos NO ONE EVER DOES. Okay except for a few people...

Anyway, I love my clinical lab lecturer! She said that my examiner for practical was TOO STRICT. And I think that she was only being strict with me la cos she OBVIOUSLY hates me. Oh yea, she takes my class for tutorial of another module. NOT LAB! And I was shocked to hear my lecturer saying that(too strict). Suddenly, I'm quite happy (:

Okayyy I'm gonna go off now... byebye.

2006-07-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

Lynn! I'm serious know. It might just be a crush la. But who knows. I might seriously turn BI. Lesbian will be too much for me to take la. Cos I like boys. Anyway, I heard that she has a girlfriend la :(

So, practical exam. I'd rather not go there. Let's talk bout smth else...

Okay, hmm, there's this guy from school. I think he's some coach or don't know what la. Maybe lecturer for the sports and wellness la... Yes anyway, my friends and I, we have been going to this place to study quite a bit. This afternoon, XY and I - we went there to study for our theory paper due in the evening. Then this 'lecturer' came la. I was pinning up my hair and tidying up my hair at the notice board cos there's reflection. So I saw someone but didn't know it was him. I didn't bother and continued with my hair-pinning until I realised the person didn't walk pass me but went to do pull-ups which btw is just directly opposite the notice boards. I looked at the reflection and WALKED AWAY TO THE TABLE IMMEDIATELY cos I realised it was that MAN. Scary la. Suddenly stop and do pull-ups. Grr... And and another time was when I was having tennis. Omg, I went to pick up balls and I saw him standing at the stadium area looking down at the tennis court! WHA! SCARY KNOW! He's like stalking us la. Luckily there's Harinder and yaling's bf. Oh Harinder is my brudder. HAH!

Then there's this other guy who looks like this hongkong actor! I think his name is wang xi.. something like that la. Yar, but better looking. Quite err hot la. And I think he's from sports and wellness. Ha ha ha.

Oh yes and torres look-alike. But not anymore I suppose. Cos diff hairstyle and found out that he's quite action ah. So that's quite turn off. He's still good-looking though.

Hmm. She has a girlfriend - I think. He is hot - quite ah. He is cute but attitude - turn off.

2006-07-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

Before I go off to study for my exam tomorrow, I'm gonna blog.

Eh.. oh yes, that 'Fernando' boy in school is not FERNANDO anymore cos he cut his hair so don't look like already la. He is still good-looking BUT he's quite a poseur. Eww. But almost all handsome boys are like that la. What to do.. hmm.

Anyway, I saw this girl again in school. Or should I say boy. Ha ha. Okay, butch la. But anyway, SO CUTE LA! Seriously. I might have lesbian vibes coming off me. Goodness. I myself cannot believe it. LOL.

Okay, I need to go study now! Grrr... byebye.

2006-07-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

I feel like crying my heart out. For god knows what reason. This feeling just came... all of a sudden. I'm starting to tear right now. I seriously don't know why I'm feeling like that. I'm gonna start crying about nothing. Maybe I'm crying for everything. School, exams, tv... okay, the feeling is still there but no more tears. I think I'm weird. Really. I have not felt this way in a very long time.

Oh! Desperate housewives, I like Andrew although he is gay. And I said before that I like gayboys. So there.

okay, this ends here. I might start crying again.. I don't know.

2006-07-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

AH! I absolutely hate long bus rides. Especially frequent ones like bus rides to school and not forgetting from school! So it's like to and fro! So irritating.

Alright, malayu was okay. I had to form stupid sentences and I don't quite understand the last section but whatever. I did the best I could. At least the mcq weren't too difficult to understand. Now, malay is over, I've got to prepare myself for clinical exam which is on Wednesday! There's like practical and theory! Good Lord! Let's just hope I have brains that very day. And I am able to remember all the important points! Bleah...

Semestral exams are coming up real soon! Oh boy, that sucks.

Jaz: My break is in like... 3 weeks time I think! ha ha. And I haven't seen you in what seems like years man. Goodness. Okay, there's end of the year and you better take a day off to accompany me la!

Lynn: eh.. but pokey LOOKS cuter than pocky... pocky looks so PORKY. Whereas pokey looks so cute! ha ha ha!!

Okay, I love you all.

2006-07-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

Got back from Queensway not too long ago. Got a new pair of shoes which FITS comfortably. Am currently eating mangoes. Their very very sweet, just like me :) Put my clothes to wash...

Okay, I'm quite bored la. Supposed to be studying for malay because exam is tomorrow! And the malay words are somewhat long like jururawat. Oh gosh. I'd better go study now. And then on Weds I got clinical exam! Shithole know! Grrr...

That's it, I'm gonna go study my arse off. Oh btw, I got a C+ for bio and a C for sociology. The grades sucks. But whatever la, still pass.

*sheena says bye.

2006-07-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

XY pangseh me today for SLEEP! ha ha.

I am feeling extremely tired today. Played tennis with Harinder during the two hour break. Oh damn it was good. But my feet hurts cos the shoes are a size bigger which sucks out the skin and form blisters - which btw, HURTS. So I have decided to sell off the pair of shoes and get a proper pair which actually FITS.

It was a good game of tennis cos I seriously ran like mad for the ball and I made Harinder run with me too. I kept smacking it to the other side so its like he had to run both ends... super tiring I tell you. I had a good shower after that.

I might go to bed now because I am very tired. YES, I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW.

2006-07-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

He is such an asshole. And he doesn't deserve love from anyone.

Random. Don't ask what. Long story.

2006-07-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

Fucking pissed. Fucking liar. Fucking loser.

I am seriously sorry for the language but there's no other appropriate word to use. Thus, 'fucking' is the only word I can use which explains almost everything behind it.

2006-07-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

Ah yes, I was half an hour late for class this morning because I overslept. What to do, I had to watch the last game of the world cup. Good thing Italy won. But sad thing that Zidane had to leave the game with a red card. See, I support Italy but I like Zidane cos he is good. Okay and I don't know the other players in the French team, other than Zidane of course. Since it's his last world cup and he screwed it up, it doesn't really matter cos he'd be dear in our hearts. Forever he will be the legendary footballer.

And so... you know, I didn't know Kaka - Ricardo is married la. Oh my goodness. I thought he only had a girlfriend, cos ALL footballers hasa girlfriend who always happens to be a model. But in this case, Kaka's girlfriend isn't a model so I'm not that distraught and she is pretty. Huh, so whatever. Okay, discussion on this topic is over.

I saw the boy again today. The one where I claimed that he was the ONLY good looking one I've seen so far in school... Remember? Yes anyway, he's really very good-looking. My friend says he looks like Fernando Torres. HA HA. Only thing is that the boy in school is Chinese looking while Torres is Spanish. Hmm, now I'm quite lost. Mind is blank...

I think I'm tired. I need to sleep. My mind cannot think properly. Okay, Sheena needs to go to bed now.

Sheena says Goodnight! <3

2006-07-09T11:43:00.000+08:00

I am done with science. That was last week; Thursday. It was okayyy. I might have made quite a lot of mistakes because the bones looked the same to me. And I was quite confused with the names of certain parts of the bones. So anyway, questions on cells suckedmybrainsout. I know nuts about that la. HA HA. My neighbour and I kept comparing answers and it was hilarious. I just hope I'd pass the paper. That is my worry for now.

Oh, plus 1Malay paper, 1presentation, 1clinical exam. There's another science and sociology and don't know what else coming up before the end of this semester. It's called a semestral exam. No more MCQ's... it's all gonna be structured which sucksbigtime.

I was bored and still am. Called Lynn cos I wanted to play time crisis but she was busy. And I called her cos I only play time crisis with her. Anyway, I'm now just letting time pass. I got nothing to blog already. So bored. I'm gonna watch youtube. And get a boyfriend. I want batman. But he has catwoman and I bet that he doesn't know she's lesbian!!

Byee.

2006-07-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

I've got 2 powerpoints to finish. Done 1 left with 1. And I swear it can kill.

I've got to digress a little while first cos I really cannot take it. Finishing 2 powerpoints without a break, hell no! Fall out boy got me distracted actually. My itunes played my favourite Fall Out Boy song and I had to sing along. Yes. Thus the digression from project work. But I was lucky that I finished one project.

So let's see what's planned for me in the upcoming week of July...

3rd Monday - Malay ICA. -holy shit- MAYBE Journal presentation but I'm not done with that YET. Sch ends at 7pm.

4th Tuesday - Some presentation which I hope to pass cos I worked shit hard to finish off the project and being group leader sucks at times. Sch ends at 4pm.

5th Wednesday - No lessons (according to MY timetable). But there's tennis at half3. Training ends at 6pm.

6th Thursday - Bio practical EXAM. *panicpanic* Sch ends at 5pm.

7th Friday - Will got for my stupid jab. Followed by school. Weekends officially start at 5pm.

So I am practically a BUSY girl as you can see, judging from my timetable. It's not even a detailed one. Wait till you see a DETAILED ONE. Every single bit of my break time is filled with meetings/study sessions/lab sessions/project sessions and what nots.

If you people think that being a nurse is easy, you should be ashamed of yourself. Cos I can tell you that being a nurse/studying to be a nurse is NOT easy at all. For those who think otherwise, just get lost and kill your lowly self right at this moment. Okay, don't kill. Just, bang your head on the wall. It's less disturbing.

I'm sorry for the nonsense ESP previous paragraph; 3rd sentence. Ha ha.

I'm gonna go continue with the last powerpoint crapface now.

Bye :)

2006-06-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

My blog sucks.
I need a new blogskin!!
Anyone wanna help me make one?
Please, pretty please?
Argh, nevermind.
Guess I'll leave it until the holidays then I'd make one new one.

Singapore Idol just started and the audiences keep on screaming like monkeys.
Kind of irritating you know.

I've seen one good-looking guy in school yesterday.
Good-looking to me means someone that I will like based on looks.
Hmm, he is by far the cutest and most handsome boy I've seen in the school compound.
Now I want to get to know him, but I obviously cannot.
No need to explain why, you people should know.
ha ha ha.
I wish I could meet him again, sometime soon!
Then today, I've seen a few others but they cannot be compared to the one I saw yesterday.
BUT!, I saw this VJC (I think) boy.
*gasps*
When I see him, I want to kiss him - lol.
He is just very handsome.
Compared to the one yesterday, this one is of a better kind of handsome.
I LIKE BOTH.

Hmm, okay, I've had enough of boy blabberings today.
I am NOT boy crazy.
Once I blog about it, I'll stop talking/blogging about them in the next entry.
Unless, I see them again - which I doubt will happen.

I'm left with ONE more project and A HALF.
Yay! to Sheena :)
Last school day of the week tomorrow!
Alas, I can rest in peace for the weekends.
I need to rest and study.
Exams are next week.
Major one is Bio, which requires me to remember a lot of stuff.
So, weekends is for rest as well as intensive study period just for Bio.
Brrr...

Okay, shall stop here.
I need to bathe!

BYE :) Love Love.

2006-06-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

Went out for brunch at Siglap this afternoon. Food was quite a let down. So anyway, met all the 6 girls. Pretty cool. It has been really really long since all 6 of us went out for lunch.

After lunch, we excluding Luvena, went to Parkway Parade to jalanjalan. Hmm. That was about it. Didn't spent a lot of time together because we all had something on after that. So we parted and said our goodbyes.

Came home, played the guitar for a little while and headed out for dinner soon after. Went to East Coast, Big Splash. There's this restaurant called 'Samba' - a Brazillian restaurant. Nice place. Oh, there's this chef who is quite good looking. Ha ha ha.

My mom doesn't mind me marrying Michael Buble. But minds that I want to marry an Angmoh. Interesting isn't it? I doubt I'd be married anyway. Eh wait, I reckon that I won't even have a BOYFRIEND. Ha ha.

Hmm, got project to do now and tomorrow. I'm tired. Goodnight and Goodbyke.

2006-06-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

I have just recently found out about the girl who got beaten up because of some staring, I think. Anyway, it was CRUEL. I am glad that the girls got caught and I do seriously hope they are being sent to a girls home. Seriously, I hope that is what the police decides to do. They kick her head, pulled off her shirt, her bra/singlet and just kept kicking her. Like wtf la. What is wrong with those girls? I'm actually quite glad that they took a video of this. Cos if there weren't any videos, they wouldn't get caught. Or they ould less likely get caught. It is just absurd. I feel like slapping the girls who did that. It was inhumane. And I wonder what would they have felt like if they were the ones who got beaten up in the exact way they did it to that girl. And the victim happily let them whack her cos she said she was in the wrong. HELLO, even if she was in the wrong, did they have to beat her up until like that? It was humiliating and they were laughing while torturing her.

Anyway, my Mom thinks that listening to music like Guns and Roses or Whitesnakes wil make you become drug addicts/gays/gangsters. Ha ha ha and my brother then said: ''music don't make you become like that. those who don't listen to music will become like that and even start beating people up... like those girls.''

2006-06-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

"Dear Frank,
I have made six postcards all with secrets that I was afraid to tell the one person I tell everything to, my boyfriend. This morning I planned to mail them, but instead I left them on the pillow next to his head while he was sleeping. Ten minutes ago he arrived at my office and asked me to marry him.
I said yes."

- Anonymous, Canada.

(Somehow, this made me cry...)

2006-06-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

According to 8DAYS, it is "The Year of the Eurasian"... Like how did they come up with this? Maybe they found TOO MANY Eurasian stars recently.

I seriously think that the EA -Eurasian Association should someday have an event where ALL Eurasians MUST ATTEND. It'd be really interesting. Who knows, there might be one coming right up :)

By the way, "NOT ALL EURASIANS ARE VERY GOOD-LOOKING". It's a stereotype. Just look at me and you'd agree immediately that... yea, the above quote.

Ahh, I'm gonna read my magazine in peace until Desperate Housewives start. It's gonna be really interesting today. Then again, which episode isn't? Ha ha.

BYE.

*Lynn, it isn't in single sentences anymore.

2006-06-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

I wonder what would it be like if I took your hand in mine
...

2006-06-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

Sheena says HI.

... is having a fever.

... is going to lay in bed again.

... wants to go school tomorrow.

... has got loads of meetings to attend to.

... needs rest.

Sheena says BYE.

2006-06-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I want to apologize for not updating my blog for i-don't-know-how long. Basically, I've been really busy with tests. Lots of projects and studying, very time consuming thus the lack of time in blogging. I'd most probably have time the week after next cos it would be my break :) I really need to sleep well during my two week break. I might update often after next Wed. By then I'd be done with all my tests and can play and go out of school during that 5hour straight break.

I've got nothing much to blog about cos it's all about school and might come across as a really boring topic. So I'd skip that and talk bout something/someone I saw on Tv...

Right, was watching the last 5minutes of the chinese game show. Channel 8, 8pm. Anyway, this game show was shot in Century Square and somehow, I noticed this 3 boys walking past OP. Coincidentally, the camera man caught them on tape and I realised it was HIM. Yes, HIM, the ''swing swing'' guy. How amazing. I don't get to see him like in REAL life but on tv. I really would like to get to see him again. Even if it means that I'd be seeing him from like 3levels above ground. Now I wished I didn't change channels and then I wouldn't have the chance of seeing him and I wouldn't feel like wanting to see more of him.

I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW. Don't ask me anything about this. I wouldn't know how to answer any of you. I'm sorry.

My life has been great so far. Even in school, when I don't understand anything the lecturer is saying. That would be all for now. I've got a test coming up next Wednesday. It's a sociology test and it isn't easy. I don't think it'd be anyway.

2006-05-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish all Mothers' in the World, A very Happy Mothers' Day. Late entry so late wishes. Anyway I would like all of you to go to www.postsecret.blogspot.com and take a look all the secrets. It's a Mother's Day Tribute. It's really touching. You can cry reading the postcards.

That aside, I've got loads of school work to complete! ICA's coming in almost every week from different subjects/modules(if you'd like). It's crazy man. And worse of all, Sociology. I reckon I'm gonna fail that module. It's like so rubbish. I don't get what the lecturer is saying. He keeps drifting off to his own stories which can be completely OFF POINT. argh.

Oh, Wednesday is a happy day for me. I feel so excited just thinking about it. It's tennis day. Ha ha ha. I am entitled to feel happy all I want but I choose only to be happy on Wednesday. And the rest of the days I feel... lesser than happy but happier than sad. So it's a neutral thing going on altogether.

Before I go off, I must announce that I am going to get a Panic! At The Disco cd. And sadly, not many people I know heard of them. Even The Academy Is... Anyway, I'm done blogging.

2006-05-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

Found this to be quite interesting. Thought everyone of you would like to have a read.

Does Birth Order Determine Success?

By Kate Lorenz, CareerBuilder.com Editor

All men may be created equal; but a look at their pay stubs will tell you that their incomes are not. Blame it on social class, education -- even luck, but according to Dalton Conley, New York University professor of sociology and public policy, inequality begins at home.

In his book "The Pecking Order: Which Siblings Succeed and Why," Conley says that 75 percent of the income inequality between individuals in the United States occurs between siblings in the same families. He points to the diverse fortunes of Bill and Roger Clinton, and Jimmy and Billy Carter as examples.

Research shows that first borns (and onlys) lead the pack in terms of educational attainment, occupational prestige, income and net worth. Conversely middle children in large families tend to fare the worst. (Marcia! Marcia! Marcia!)

"A child's position in the family impacts his personality, his behavior, his learning and ultimately his earning power," states Michael Grose, author of "Why First Born Rule the World and Last-borns Want to Change It." "Most people have an intuitive knowledge that birth order somehow has an impact on development, but they underestimate how far-reaching and just how significant that impact really is."

Conley concedes that birth order is significant in shaping individual success, but only for children of large families -- four or more siblings -- and in families where finances and parental time are constrained. (In wealthy families, like the Bushes and Kennedys, it has less effect.)

Here's a look at what impact your birth-order may have on you:

First Borns:
More conscientious, ambitious and aggressive than their younger siblings, first borns are over-represented at Harvard and Yale as well as disciplines requiring higher education such as medicine, engineering or law. Every astronaut to go into space has been either the oldest child in his or her family or the eldest boy. And throughout history -- even when large families were the norm -- more than half of all Nobel Prize winners and U.S. presidents have been birst born. Famous eldest children include: Hillary Clinton, Bill Clinton, Richard Branson, J.K. Rowling and Winston Churchill. And macho movie stars are First Born, too, including Clint Eastwood, John Wayne, Sylvester Stallone, Bruce Willis and all the actors who have played James Bond.

Middles:
Middle children are more easy going and peer-oriented. Since they can get lost in the shuffle of their own families, they learn to build bridges to other sources of support and therefore tend to have excellent people skills. Middle children often take on the role of mediator and peacemaker. Famous middle children include: Bill Gates, J.F.K., Madonna and Princess Diana.

Youngest:
The youngest child tends to be the most creative and can be very charming -- even manipulative. Because they often identify with the underdog, they tend to champion egalitarian causes. (Youngest siblings were the earliest backers of the Protestant Reformation and the Enlightenment.) Successful in journalism, advertising, sales and the arts, famous youngest children include Cameron Diaz, Jim Carrey, Drew Carey, Rosie O'Donnell, Eddie Murphy and Billy Crystal.

Only Children:
Only children have similar characteristics to first borns and are frequently burdened with high parental expectations. Research shows they are more confident, articulate and likely to use their imagination than other children. They also expect a lot from others, hate criticism, can be inflexible and are likely to be perfectionists. Well-known only children include Rudy Guiliani, Franklin Delano Roosevelt, Alan Greenspan, Tiger Woods, tennis' teen queen Maria Sharapova and Leonardo Da Vinci.

Twins:
Because they hold equal status and are treated so similarly, twins turn out similarly in most cases. Consider advice columnists "Dear Abby" and "Ann Landers" (Abigail and Esther Friedman), and Harold and Bernard Shapiro, who became presidents of Princeton University and Canada's McGill University respectively.

Dr. Frank Sulloway, a behavioral scientist and visiting professor at the Institute of Personality and Social Research at University of California, Berkeley and author of the book, "Born To Rebel: Birth Order, Family Dynamics and Creative Lives," says first borns are more similar in personality to first borns in other families than they are to their own younger siblings and that youngest children are often more similar to the youngest child in another family than his or her own elder siblings. He says this is because the family is not as much a "shared environment" as a set of niches that provide siblings with different outlooks.

Conley agrees, but stresses that these are just general trends -- and that the whole birth-order theory can be turned on its head depending on the child's personality, the age gap between siblings and the family circumstances each child experiences during his or her formative years.

Kate Lorenz is the article and advice editor for CareerBuilder.com. She researches and writes about job search strategy, career management, hiring trends and workplace issues.

2006-05-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hur.

It has been SO long since I last watched The Amazing Race. Like WOW. They get to do really fun stuff like SKY DIVING! Oh, and I like to watch the show cos can see loads of drama going on between certain teams. Especially MOJO's for the current race shown on tele. Don't like them. None of the teams actually like them. MO is a bimbo. JO is a loser. hurhur.

<<It's just what I think and feel. If you or whoever stumbles upon my blog, and you so happen to like the MOJO's do not come and say things like ''you bitch'' ''you asshole'' ''you-whatever''. Cos I am entitled to post whatever I like and not whatever you like. So live with it.>>

Anyway, I get to see what people do to others just for personal gain. Sometimes it's just interesting to see how they'd react.. and maybe see the retribution taking place as well. It's intriguing. Like you're cheering for this particular team and want them to win. So exciting that I can feel the excitement from my tv screen. ha ha.

Next up will be Survivor -Exile Island. Haven't watched that in a long time as well. Due to far away trips. I'm all set to watch it again tonight.

I'm kinda sleepy. Eyes keep wanting to close. Next week will be an extremely busy week. Projects to complete. Script writing for an important play/assignment and to rehearse for it. So many things to do.

Sentosa with 5uniteds tmr. Okay, survivor and then sleep. Tah.

2006-05-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

Sociology tutorial was really funny. Just laughed half of the time. Hilarious.

Anyway, I saw this guy in the bus while on my way home from inter. He boarded the bus from inter as well. He is relatively goodlooking (i like...). Oh, btw, he is chinese. Yea, CHINESE ok. Or even if he's not, he looked chinese.

Malay elective starts next week, Monday. I hope it isn't difficult or anything. I still want french tho.

''Sava?''

hah.

2006-04-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sunday.

Tim sum for brunch. Coco crunch for dinner.

I find myself eating continously sometimes and have decided to stop whatever bad eating habits I have. Thus, I'd be eating healthy, if possible, and try losing the tummy. Tennis will motivate me to do so.

Sugarcult's memory reminds me of someone.
All american rejects' swing swing remind me of another someone.

Sometimes I'd feel totally crap after listening to them songs. But sometimes, I'd don't feel crap at all. How weird.

I'm so bored. I wanna drink, get drunk and totally pissed.

Happy Birthday Jamie!

2006-04-29T09:15:00.000+08:00

School has been great. My group is really fun to hang out with. We laugh a lot. And when I somehow will think of Cat Lynn Zhian Emily and Luvena. We're all doing very different things from what we've been doing in the past 5 years together. And just so you know, I really miss them a whole damn lot. I miss SIMPANG!! Especially after school :(

Back to the current school life. Everytime I get home I'd be super tired. I reckon it's because of the super long bus ride to and from school. Yea, I slept the earliest last night. Got home from dinner, watch tv, DIDNT BATHE! and slept at 10pm. I was THAT tired. Supposed to wake up at 11 to bathe and watch survivor but sadly, that didn't seem to happen.

I've JUST woken up and I NEED to BATHE NOW.

Bye.

2006-04-22T10:10:00.000+08:00

BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE. It is damn difficult ok.

The introduction to Bioscience wasn't too bad. A little confusing at start but then slowly after going through the anatomy terms, I got the hang of it. Let's see what I've learnt from the introduction...

These are directional terms:
Proximal and Distal
Anterior and Posterior
Superior and Inferior
Medial and Lateral
Deep and Superficial
Median
Middle

Then human anatomy and human physiology. Different planes and sections. Level of Structural Organization.

That was about it for the introduction. Not difficult. Right, I know. Moving on will be bones. Oh my word, I had trouble with this topic man. Actually it's not easy describing the topic here. You should take a look at my manual. BAHHH.

I need to buy something later. I am a loner cos I'd be going alone. Urm... I woke up at 9.20 this morning when I had no need to go to school. I'm feeling so busy. I've got so many things to do. My mind is filled with endless stuff. ARGH. Hate days like this. I'm going off now. Byeeee.

2006-04-20T09:39:00.000+08:00

I am feeling SO tired. Class started at 8am and ended about an hour earlier. That's the reason why I am here. I wanna sleep...

Met up with mcron qunyu and jerome yest at eileen's 18th birthday party. Very nice house. Like a mini palace. Yea, and they're pretty much the same. Nothing much has changed except for their looks I suppose.. like mcron and jerome. Qunyu is still the same! Still super hyper. She's so cute la. Eileen is still somehow red. Don in her white dress, nice hair-do and simple make up, she was like a princess. She had to dress up la, it is afterall her birthday party. Pretty cool. Talked a lot of crap. Joked around and laughed a whole lot more.

Lynn is now in TP engine. How cool is that man! Right lynn? You'll enjoy the class even if the lesson is boring. Cos of the people around you. It's really damn weird I know, but that is the case. The people around you make a lot of difference (:

I am hungry. I need my breakfast. I need to shed some kgs off. In order to do so, I need a proper breakfast and macdonald's isn't helping me much with all their burgers and a heavy breakkie doesn't help AT ALL. I need my cereal. I am so fussy.

I am TIRED and HUNGRY so don't bother ME cos I'd be ANGRY and YOU'D be SORRY.

Okay, I'm bored la. No friendster. No myspace. No wayn. No msn. Windows Messenger isn't working. How now?! I'm only left with the blogs to look at... Oh, and online shops. And normal Yahoo stuff.

Oh well, I guess I'm off now then. Will post another entry when I feel like it (:

2006-04-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

Ha ha. At last, a proper post after a very long time.

London was great. Had great fun. Would love to stay there but I can't. Anyway, back to Singapore meaning back to reality. Back to school. Back to being busy.

Oh, I got into NYP's nursing. That was my last choice and so I took up the offer. Business schools rejected me so forget about being a business women and I'm off to being a nurse. No need to console me cos I'm not sad or anything. I'm actually quite happy with it. So yea, there you go. Oh and now I can put my CCA skills to good use. Ha ha ha.

Erh. I am feeling bored. So I think I'm off to watch tv. Goodbye.

2006-04-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

2006-03-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

Here I am again in the internet cafe. I'd be home soon. So yea.

2006-03-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

Alright, it's my 6th day in England now. I think it's the 6th anyway. So, what have I been up to? Errrr, shopping. Got almost everything I need to get. Just left with some other smaller stuffs that I need to go back to Covent Garden to get.

It's not exactly cold here unless there's the wind. The wind sucks man. I hate the wind. I'm gonna go sight-seeing probably next week or something. Then go bowling and maybe ice-skating. Go to Madame Tussad's and London Eye. Oh, and got to follow my cousin and his girlfriend up to Silverstone for his half marathon run. Also urm, some theme park somewhere, don't know where. That's what I think I'd be doing anyway. Hahaha.

As for tonight, I'd just be spending my time at home. Maybe go see a show. Then tommorrow night would be clubbing and meeting the people. Sounds fun? Yea, sounds fun to me too.. but I'll have to wait and see if it is fun or not. Bahaha.

Stuff here aren't exactly cheap. Some are cheap but not dirt cheap. They're just cheaper than usual. So there you go. There's nothing much to say bout prices of the things they have here cos it's about the same back home in Singapore.

I guess that's all for now. I don't know when I'd be back at this internet shop again or whether I'm able to get to another internet shop someplace else. So forgive me if I don't sign in to my msn okayyy.

Got to go do other internet related stuff now. Will TRY to msn again soon. Love all!!

Cheers.

Sheena <3

2006-03-04T09:12:00.000+08:00

Okayyy... I'm leaving my house nowwwwww.

Goodbye for now.

<3 Sheena.

2006-03-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

I am leaving in bout 11 hours time. Am so gonna miss all my friends. And yes, Khai, I know ure reading. HAHA!

Okay, I'll try to sign onto my msn when I'm free over there. I'll TRY to check my emails too. So if you've got something important to tell me, email me! :)

Hmm, it's 1.43 in the morning now and I think I should go catch some rest. So I won't be looking like a zombie later in the morning. Hahaha. Okay, you all take care now.

LOVE LOVE.

Sheena *muacks*

2006-03-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

Been some time since I blogged. So, here I am again, to blog. Hah.

Just gotten CLEO. The Eligible Bachelors edition. With 50 men posing for the camera. FIFTY!! I thought I was in for a treat. But boy, I was wrong. Maybe a super small treat cos only like 4 or 5 I found were good looking. Among the 50 men, 2 were teenagers so their still BOYS not (yet) men. Whatever it is cause it's a Bachelors thing, I know.

Now, let's see which one I like. *grins*

First, David Stelzer, 21.
Second, Colby Miller, 25. If you watch MTV, you'd know him.
Third, Shan Wee, 24.
Fourth, Justin Lacey, 21.
And fifth, Jared Kok, 21.

Ok, I am done with the 5 personal favourite men of mine. All sexy, hot, good looking... I wish I could be at Spinelli at The Heerens to meet them though. BUT I can't. (Everyone, pout with me now.) That <<< was so stupidly cute. Bahaha.

Okay, I cannot make it not because I don't have the time or I'm working cos I'm not working. It's because I'd be off to a far away place. Sad but true. Yet I'm kinda happy. I'd be leaving for London on Saturday. Yes, that's just it. Oh, I'd be travelling alone. Without mummy or daddy or my brothers. Just me ALONE. Sounds fun right? Hmm... I'll see if it really is fun or not and I'll let all of you know.

I cannot go on writing anymore because my main purpose in blogging today is to blog about the EB. I've done that already so now I'm off. Will try to blog again tomorrow or early morning on Saturday. See you all, LOVE LOVE!!

2006-02-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

NO MORE CRUSHES. come to think of it, having crushes are actually kinda stupid la. yes sel, schoolgirlish as you said, hahah. seriously, i think its crazy. because you hardly know the other party(for my case that is) and how often do you talk to him? or how often does he reply? haha. and whatsmore, crushes dont usually last.. well, not always anyway. hmm so, i have decided to save all the love for myself :)

okay, im done blogging for the day. goodnight, love.

2006-02-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

The concert yesterday wasn't too bad. Performers were great. The best band was velvet rose and singer was the 3 boys group. Cannot remember what name. Anyway, the best part was when Ronin came in to sing their songs. Sang only three tho. The hit songs. Really cool.

Took pictures, not many, with my lovely babes! I miss them SOOOOOO much man. And their leaving for Bangkok tmr morning... without me. haha. Will see them again in a weeks time and go out partying again. I love partying. Yes, clubbing and I don't know why.

2006-02-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

Was watching Jamie Oliver's dinner show just now. It was about taking over the school canteen and serving fresh cooked food instead of convenience food. It was a total wipe out of the frozen food, into the bin it went. Anyway, for 6months the students there protested, not wanting to eat the food cooked for them. I would be glad to eat them man. It was so appetising. They had grilled chicken, salad, baked beans, sandwiches... What good food they have, they didn't appreciate. They wanted pizza and chips. WTH. Six months later, most students started to eat except for a bunch of them who still refused. So he got to them by another method of hands-on.

He then decided to take all the school canteen heads to a camp. To learn how to prepare proper food for the kids to eat. Fresh food. I got shocked when one of the ladies said that what they were doing were for men. Absurb. And they didn't even know the basics. Like chopping, slicing, cutting... When it was their dinner time, Jamie and his staff cooked dinner for them. Most didn't touch the salad, the vegetables. No wonder the kids at school don't have the habit of eating vegetables.

I mean if I were to be there, I would just try the food. It is different from school canteens here because the food there is placed in a line and you go round telling the lady at the counter what you want. Very different. Kids there don't have proper meals. They choose not to anyway.

Purpose of this entry is actually I'm just WOWed by the kind of kids there. THEY DON'T EAT VEGETABLES. Vegetables are good stuff man. And fresh cooked food is even better than convenience food. Btw, they eat fast food everyday, without the greens.

2006-02-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

SUGARCULT - "Memory"

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?

Ooh, it's my favourite song. For now that is. Lovely. Ask me for the song if you want it alright? :) Things between me and Matt is okay. We're just msging each other on myspace. Not exactly friends yet. Hopefully something happens soon. hahaha. Or not.

2006-02-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

I do not love any boy as a boyfriend right now. I am trying to get over Matty; they boy who always got girls by his side (i suppose). I don't even know why I'm feeling so crappy over a guy la. It has been 3 years since I felt so crap man. ARGH. I hardly know him but I've got a huge crush on him. It is seriously huge you know. I wonder why... hmm. I have been feeling rather low lately because of that. Sounds stupid I know but I cannot do anything else to get him off. You know, I feel like crying now. Then go off to bed and sleep. Yes, I should.

2006-02-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MATTY.

So sad la. Lynn told him THAT then he smiled and after a while he went dunno where la.

2006-02-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

Ooh. Party was good yesterday. A pity I had to leave early and dragged with me 3 guys to accompany me. HAH! How bout they needed to get home too? Yes, so we shared a cab. Anyway, met estelle! HOT BABE LA! It's been soooooooo long since i met her :)

Beginning part was damn boring. Maybe there weren't any crowds yet. Then soon after, we all went to dance. It was weird for me at start but slowly I dance. HAHAHAHA. I'm just glad that it was pretty dark and I didn't know anyone who were crowd around me. Danced with guys. Girls. Damn fun.

I WANNA GO AGAIN. Oh btw, as much as you have guessed, yes it is my FIRST time. Anyone wanna go call me ok? Wednesday would be great, cos ladies night :)

I love cat and lynn many many!

Oh, and not forgetting JIMMY and MATTY. They're from Saw Loser. Matty... HE IS DAMN CUTE LA. Jimmy too! The whole BAND is CUTE la. Shd have taken individual pics with them. hurhurhur. Oh well.

2006-02-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

Are your nerves acting up badly now?
Do you have butterflies in ur tummy?
Are you unable to sleep?

It's TOMORROW!
So fast.
Good Luck now.

:)

2006-02-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

I need a real workout man. Damn. I've got weight issues. BAH!

I've got a bad headache.
I've got sunburn.
I feel pain and itch on my back.
MY BACK HURTS. BADLY.
It's red.
It's really warm.
I've been feeling hot even when the aircon's on.
I feel sick in the stomach.
I'm fat, really fat.
I'm scared.

Uh huh.

2006-02-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

I think the results are now with Mdm Sharifah. They might be checking through the papers you know... And so do you think that any of the teachers would tell us our resutls? Hur.. Right, the answer is AS IF. I know.

Everyone is acting with the forces of human nature now. That is feeling scared and worried and anxious and whatever else. Oh man, results are gonna be released on Friday. That makes it less than 3 days time. GOODNESS. So fast la. Who in the right mind wouldn't be worried? Who in the right mind wouldn't freak out? Even the coolest person and the smartest person will get nervous okay. We are human afterall.

VERY VERY VERY SCARED KNOW!

Results will be released in the afternoon. Must be there early to prepare myself. Calm myself down. My troubled heart. My cracking nerves.

May the Lord watch over me.

2006-02-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

It has been a LONG day. And a BUSY one too.

I'm drained out now. I need a GOOD SLEEP. A LONG SLEEP. Then get up at whatever time I want. That would be great and it is the ideal sleep of mine.

Had kids over at my place this afternoon and I entertained them with the secret toys of mine hidden up high in the cupboard. I'm just glad I didn't throw them away if not the little girls would feel bored coming here. Toys such as the ORIGINAL Polly Pocket is and antic. I don't think they sell them any longer. It is really small.. the small dolls. Not sure if you girls remember but I remember very well, it was one of my favourite all-time toys that I played with besides the usual Barbie doll. Now, it's pretty much antics la. Hah.

Ooh, then after they left, I had some time to clean up my room and take a nice shower. Changed a clean spread of bedsheets. My bed looks so inviting now. Hmm, read a little and then got out and played with the dogs that just arrived. Pepper and Poppy. They're cousins. hurhur. Anyway, I lost money la. Mummy gave me a rebate after the game ended. Phwoo. Really hilarious playing with my aunts and uncle. Damn funny.

What a day. I am left with lesser money and lesser energy to do much but am feeling alright with typing :)

For the past 2 days, I have been watching movies on my computer. Pretty amazing cos I'm all alone and I get to fast forward and pause and whatever else possible, which is a good thing to me. I like it that way. That I'm in control. HAHAHA.

I've watch 'A walk to remember' thrice now and the walk to remember.. was it when they got married? Walking down the aisle? Was that the walk that they'll always remember? It was such a sweet show. Landon was such a nice guy and I don't suppose that there's some guy out there that is like him right? hah.

Oh, I watch 'National Treasure' and 'Fantastic 4' too. Good films. I would watch them again soon.. Maybe tomorrow afternoon after I get out of bed. Then I can carry on watching 'Gangs of New York' and 'Grimm Brothers'. I'm all set and ready to go numb my butt man!!

Alright, I guess I'd be stopping here. Seriously too tired to carry on. I need to take another shower... Wonder how I'd ever do that in the state that my body is in. Have an early night people(I know you are asleep alr.. fine). SLEEP WELL, like I will in an hour or so.

NIGHT! :)

2006-01-28T14:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year to one and all.

This is the time to eat all the new year goodies and grow fat(not). 15 days of New Year to eat all you want. For me, I'd most probably eating that yu sheng. My favourite! And I only get to eat that during the New Year. So must eat all I want. *hurhur*

I love the Backstreet Boys/Men.
I like Charlie the gayboy.
I like Walker the straightboy who's a womenizer.
I like Dean the guitarist.
I love reading with a dim night light on.

Oh whatever.

2006-01-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

Lovely piece of work.

Title: Sunday Mornings
Author: Ian Thomas

Everyday should be like Sunday,
With your arms wrapped all around me;
Your eyes burning liquid smiles through me,
As we lay, sleepy.

Everyday should be like Sunday,
With music seeping in between us;
Love sleeps, smiling as he dreams us,
And we lay, squeezing.

You may spend your days,
A thousand miles away.
When daylight disappears, I won't have much to say.
You can spend your noontime,
In any way you please.
But promise that you'll save your Sunday mornings just for me.

Everyday should be like Sunday,
With blankets wrestling between our legs;
My heart beating warmly atop your chest,
As we lay, lazy.

Everyday should be like Sunday,
With messy hair and morning eyes;
With no farewells and no goodbyes,
And we lay, spacey.

You might have to say,
I need to leave today.
And in the evenings you might go and run somewhere to play.
At dinnertime you may be inclined,
To leave your hours free.
But promise that you'll save your Sunday mornings just for me.

2006-01-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

I might as well blog.

I don't want to REconfuse myself with what to take. I don't like going through that. Cat, slowly think of what you really want.

Packing my room was indeed very very tiring. Didn't realise I had so much junk. I guess CNY is a good thing cos it motivates me to clean up my room. Now it's NEAT. The last time it was neat was bout 3, 4 years ago.. when I just moved in.

I love books. Especially those teen romance or hetero romance or purely romance or sinful romance. Whatever la. Novels can kill me, in a good way of course. I mean, most girls read.. and I believe girls read more romance than guys and most guys don't exactly read romance but more of like.. what? Jeffery Deaver or something. Yea man. Anyway, girls got this thing about fantasizing is it? Or do guys have them too? Cos I sure do fantasize quite a bit while reading. Be it romance, murder or whateverelse.

I saw Robert Carmine's lookalike.

2006-01-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hospitality and Tourism Management.

OR

Visual Communications.

2006-01-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

Sleep late, wake up late.

Sleep later, wake up later.

Makes sense doesn't it?

I have been baking since Sunday. CNY cookies. Uh huh. Fun but tiring. Hahaha. It's my part time job, without income of course.

Cath, Zhian, Luvena and Emily are now RICH. Why? Cos they work almost everyday. Lynn is kinda rich cos she worked during the endofyr holidays. Sheena is poor, flat broke, is suffering cos she did not work AT ALL for an income.

Ah, ok i GOT TO RUN. Bake cookies again, yes. Got to pay the ADULT FARE FOR A BUS RIDE. Damn dumb la. ALRIGHT, bye.

2006-01-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

Borrowed a book from CAT and brought it along with me to hols last year. Didn't have time to read it while I was away BUT I just finished reading it last night. See, I took time off to read a novel alright! Thought I needed some quiet time alone, yea. By the way, the book's GREAT. Really good. Loved it. And I'm gonna get another new novel to read tomorrow. By Amy Tan. Same author. Different title of course. Maybe I should get the 'hundred secret senses'. Someone please recommend me something good alright. Romance would be great. So into romance. And crime of course. But romance comes first. Hahaha.

Lynn! I still do go out to the malls with my mum alright! And it's pretty good cause I don't exactly pay for anything :) And of course dad too! Haha. Real good. But I don't go to the movies with them tho. We watch tv or movies at home or uncle's place. So, there's no cinema visits as a family. I wish we had visits to the cinema as a family, it would be fun, wouldn't it?

I am currently looking for a job. Yes, since last year in December until now. It has been longggggggggggg.......... Tried looking in papers for temp jobs but couldn't find a suitable one. Maybe I'm just too fussy. But I don't wanna go distribute flyers.... or be some surveyor. That's a NO NO NO. Not my cup of tea or coffee. Neither. So frustrating.

Another thing that frustrates me is the poly thing. Which course should I take man?! Law is out cos Lawyers in Singapore aren't doing well. Most of which are Out of jobs. So it's a bad choice. Then I'm left with CMM or HTM. This is so shitty man. I don't even know what I want exactly. Oh, then dad drove past SA the other day and I wanted to go there. I mean I doubt I can get in but I loved the school. I don't know why, just did. Well, if you knew me well enough, you'd know that I wouldn't be able to make it there. Haha. Just forget bout it Sheena.

Next problem is that Results are gonna be released soon. Uh huh. Farhana said so. Oh man. You know, this spells disaster for me. Cos I am not only unprepared but I am damn scared. SUPER SCARED. Of course I seriously do hope that I'd do well. I mean, who doesn't?! Everyone does hope the same way right?! That's common sense. Okay, the more I talk bout it, the more I feel like I'm going to cry real bad. So I should stop. Alright, STOP. Save this talk for another day perhaps.

Mmmm, have been reading and playing gunbound most of the time now. Haven't been going out.. except with my family. Gunbound's cool.. some people I play with are cool too. It's relaxing and when I meet with some really bossy player, I'd be like scolding their asses off. Haha. What to do, they hit the 'PISSMEOFFYOUFOOL' button. So, I did what I had to do. I still am the Sheena you all know, don't worry. I am still fierce and bad-tempered. You know, it never really shows but doesn't mean that it won't. Haha, relax man. Will see whoever's willing to meet me or ask me out soon. *Jio me out man, and **ciah me too yar. Haha.

Two new words learnt today from bigbro. *'Jio' means to date/ask along. **'Ciah' is to give a treat. As easy as that ;)

Goodnight.

2006-01-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

To think that there are still such people around. Those who bloghop or go search for certain people's blog just to post comments that are so rude. I mean, it's the year 2006 and posting rude comments aren't the in thing now. It was in the past but not anymore.

Alright, there's this girl named Angela who posted really stupid comments like 'eu think eu so great worx.....bitch....' What a thing to say man.

Then there's another one who posted comments on a class blog that offended the whole population of Temasek. If not all, then almost all. What did the guy(i suppose its a guy la) say? He went: 'Temasekian SUX BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!DUMB STUPID CRAZYY PEOPLE' Uh huh, that was what he said. Who in the world uses the term 'sux' these days? Goodness.

Such weird kids.

2006-01-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

I tell you; whoever's reading, the tv in my room is super sucky that it doesn't have a video and an audio plugshit. Damn, I just found out like an hour ago. I am so damn abso-bloody-lutely bored because I can't play the PSII. ARGH. And I found out that staying home all day long isn't good because I might just die watching TV all day long and I'm not some computer freak. That means I am not able to sit in front of the computer like for hours doing shit! Good Lord, I need a job.

That's one damn thing that has been bothering me; boredom. Alright, let's now move on to something else...

You know, I wish that I can go visit Victorian England soon. I wanna see if the young people there still go write billet-doux to one another. I mean, as I have heard, parents there are really strict. That was like in 1999... so maybe now everything's different or something. I don't know. All I wanna do is to go there and explore.. see things for myself. Sounds fun, just going there to look around. A new change of environment might jolly well cure my boredom. Right? :)

Everything's so jammed up now. Not that I'm busy.. It's just the lifestyle I'm living now. I sleep at 4am and get up at latest 2pm. Lay in bed for like half and hour or so then go get washed up. By then, it would be 3pm. Not being able to go out cos I wouldn't be able to get home early. Don't like the idea of going out for just like an hour. It sucks. So the best choice for me is to stay home.. I'd save lots of money by doing so. Talking about money, I need a job so badly because I am planning to go away for a month. I need the money because

no. 1: It isn't an all expense paid trip.
no. 2: Things there aren't cheap, it's like 3 times more over there.
no. 3: I be shopping there although I know things aren't as cheap.

I know I know, call me dumb stupid whatever. I'd still be going. I need time off. And it's like after collection of results. Do you know how painful it would be for me?! Going to a foreign land after having to cry over my results? I should be grieving over what I did not do well and should worry of where am I gonna end up doing in June, July... not going away for a holiday. Okay, maybe it will be good for me to go away after collecting my results. Go think things over and get help there. Then come back and get more help here. Maybe it's better. I'd get more emotional support. Physical too i suppose.

Just 1 more month before the release of the results.

AND I AM SO BLOODY WORRIED. I AM ANXIOUS. I HAVE BEEN FEELING LOW. I DON'T WANT THINGS TO TURN OUT BAD. I PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY. I THOUGHT I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED HARDER. PUTTING ALOT OF BLAME ON MYSELF LATELY. I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY.

Okay, I am not yet crazy... anyway, that's a lot of random crap for today. It's 1smth-am already. Tv will do good for now.

2006-01-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

The chronicles of Narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe. Found it really interesting and loved the show. Anyway, thinking back when i was younger, I think I had the story book. Don't know where it went to though.

The show was overall good. I think it was much better than just good. I like Peter. Oh yes, King Peter of Magnificent. Anyway, they've got cute fauns and really muscular centaurs in the show. Oh, got pretty female centaurs too!

I'm pretty tired. Beaten out.. Might sleep early tonight and forgo watching cold case. I'll see how it goes for me :)

2006-01-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

I miss going to school every morning.

2005-12-26T17:56:00.000+08:00

Everyone's busy and they've got a new love too. Maybe it's time that everything ends. The cosiness of having one another around. Spending time with each other. Just talking about certain someone. I guess it is time to just let it all go. Meet new people, make new friends.

And I too have got a new love :)

2005-12-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

Was looking at cards that were on the table and came across this particular one. Daddy's friend's family. Surname is Wolf which is not surprising. His name and his wife's name aren't the one that caught my attention either. It's his childrens names.. Asia-Sophia, Shan-Conrad and Tian-Benjamin. Interesting names right? Hahaha.

Christmas is coming! Time of sharing and giving (:

2005-12-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness. Alex Polstra is the guest star on today's episode of Tiramisu. He's cute. Looks like Utt. Haha. Heart-throb la.

2005-12-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THE CHEESECAKE!!! I think it's called caramel and pecan cheesecake? Somewhere on that line anyway. Tastes really good. And in that plastic bag behind, there's 2 more cheesecakes. A Godiva one and a White chocolate with macademia. YUMMY!!
Okay, thats mummy and I at the cheesecake factory aka the restaurant.
This was after having our dinner in the restaurant behind. The REAL Korean BBQ. Oh and that's part of the cabin crew along with mummy, brother and I.

Snowing on a Sunday morning. Freezing. Temperature is at least a minus 15 i guess. See, the food made me become SO fat. Me and my FAT FACE.

2005-12-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

I am, once again feeling bored. Everytime I turn on the computer, I thought I'd have something that I will enjoy doing for hours. And the only thing that keeps me in fornt of the screen is iTunes. Friendster is getting on my nerves. There's nothing to do there. Msn, people I usually talk to is not online. I want my backstreet boys song. My mcfly song. The PCD song. Alright, since it's like that now, I'd rather look for a job in the papers.

I feel like writing an essay.

2005-12-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

I am feeling bored. Slept at 2am last night and woke up about 12 hours later. Oh how much I love my bed. So comfortable.

I wanna go out. I need to go out. I must go out.

I need to get a lot of things...
shoes
flats
gucci/coach wallet
sandals/flipflops
bag for everyday use
another pair of jeans

Hmm, i need to get a job fast. I'm running out of cash already. 300 dollars gone in a week!! And I didn't get a lot of stuff with that amount of money. Oh my. I need to go to Europe in August. It is the best time to shop there. 80% off everything. On top of that 80%, an additional 50%. Can you imagine how much I can save if I shop there?!?!!! That is what a sale is called. Not like some 10% discounts you get in the Big Singapore Sale.

*savemoney savemoney savemoney savemoney savemoney savemoney*

2005-12-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

YAY! I am back at last. Korea.. omg. Bad experience and I doubt I'd be going back there anymore. Really bad. Bad service, bad attitude.. POOO!

Alright, about this short trip.. I love San Francisco but didn't have enough time to shop and couldn't find some shops cause I don't know why. Bad answer but whatever. I miss the cheesecake factory there. It's really cool. They serve nice cheesecakes. HUGE portions of food. Lovely steak. Pretty scenery from the place. HAHA, there's this server who came and went "ALOHA!".. Damn funny. And he went off saying "Merry Christmas" in Hawaiian to us. He thought we were Hawaiian you see. Couldn't stop laughing.

I also miss the APPLE store because it is much bigger than the one here in Singapore and has 2 levels. They have this program shit and a place where they can learn how to use it! Pretty interesting place. HMM. One more thing I miss in that store. The guy who checked my stuff out. As in you know.. like a cashier but not only a cashier. Uh-huh. He's so nice.. and kinda good-looking too. Hurhur. Then he asked for a zipcode (?!?!). I went 'Urm, I do not have a zipcode here.. not local. From Singapore..' So we started chatting until he passed me my stickers. Awww...... he's so sweet la. BTW, HE'S CHINESE or rather, ABC. Not caucasian. Maybe he's Hawaiian. Hahahahaha. Yea, that's one guy I miss in SFO.

A few others whom i didn't talk to but just happened to meet in the Abercrombie and Fitch shop. Bloody hell man.. those were really really really cute guys. This time, they were caucasian. There's this eurasian fella and another angmoh guy. Oh my.. they left me speechless. *jaws drop* Then this pretty girl as well. Pretty and hot. Looks a little like Kristen Kreuk(is there such a person??) ..anyway it's Lana Lang from smallville. GORGEOUS.

Weather there wasn't like freezing. Just cool. A sweater was all that was needed to keep me warm. Things in SFO is just very very different from Singapore. Living standards are higher, people are weirder -some mad... And they have this song, Hollarback boy. It's some garage music. They love it and it is actually nice.

GOOD EXPERIENCE but not enough time to shop! Would love to go back again.

As for Korea, weather was bad for me. Haha, damn freaking cold la. Was minus 3 when i arrived. Went out to this market area to shop the following day but was freezing like mad.. felt like I was going to die. Cannot take it. TOO COLD! So went back after a few hours. Toes were numb and pain and cold and stiff. Went back to the hotel room and slept for 5 hours straight while mummy and daddy went to another market place. Came back with dunkin donuts(!!!) and other stuff.

Oh, the food.. BIG PROBLEM. I don't take the kimchi cause I don't like super spicy food and my stomach cannot take spicy food in cold countries. (I know, I'm a weirdo.) Spicy food plus coldweather = NOT GOOD. Cold rash broke out and until now, it doesn't want to leave!! So itchy and red and ugly. Anyway, the only thing i ate was bolgogi and rice and this noodle soup- ban mian look/taste alike.

Supposed to be back on the 16th night but because of some problems, we couldn't board any flights for 2 days. Long story and since it's over, let's just forget it. Too tired to go through the whole process again.

I just miss SFO. (and the guy)

I miss my bed. I need a proper sleep now. Goodnight.

2005-12-17T12:47:00.000+08:00

i am super desperate to get home right now.. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i wanna go homeeeeeeee...........................~!!!!!

2005-12-17T12:35:00.000+08:00

Okay found this free internet shit at last. anyway, im not able to go back to Sg just as yet. Im stuck in Korea. Some problems here la.. Stupid management problems. Darn. San Francisco ROCKS. I LOVE SAN FRAN. Korea is so-so. Too cold to shop.. so didnt get anything from here.

I WANT TO GO HOME..

Now i cant even go for sports captain camp. What kind of camp will that be without me man! OMG~

I MISS MY FRIENDS. I MISS HOMEEEEEE.........

I NEED A JOB....

IM GONNA SHOP WHEN I GET HOME.......

alright.

goodbye, take care guys. love sheena.

2005-12-11T05:12:00.000+08:00

*stretches*

Good morning people..
I'm getting ready to go off now. Shall see u people soon. That includes Catherine, Lynn, Zhian, Luv, Emily, Brendon!, Selene, Brenda, Jamie, Tim, Jazreel, and whoever who comes by..

Byebye (: